MY Cui Fringe

DARN! my fringe now looks v C-U-I!!! looks like parts of it had juz been bitten off by a dog.. yeah.. e description sld fits..

feeling frigging upset rite now… wasnt supposed 2 b like tat.. i went for fringe rebonding a few times but none of it as disastrous as compared to now.. i dun even noe how 2 remedy this now.. it needs 2 grow a little longer.. in A WEEK’s time..

i went there with quite a gd mood, thinking tat i wont look so unkempt after rebonding my fringe… everything went quite fine.. even e time they took was fast.. e part came when she started sniping off my fringe.. e kuku me nv even tink of warning telling her not 2 cut too short… when she paused for a while, i got a shock in my life.. but i still did not open my mouth n stopped her.. which i dunno y either.. mayb too stunned for words.. den she continued until i cldnt resist anymore n said “can dun cut anymore?? i dun wan my fringe too short..” her reply was “ur fringe got too many dry ends so im trying 2 cut it away..”

thinking back, e more u cut e worse it gets.. doesnt she tink so?? its fringe we r talking abt.. not tat i hav a frigging long fringe for her 2 play wif.. it wasnt TAT long to begin wif le.. n she being a hairdresser (look at my use of words.. i din say hair stylist… u sld noe y..), sld noe e extent of how much 2 cut.. i’ve been 2 her a few times.. n told her tat i dun suit UBER SHORT fringe.. she still go ahead n cut till like tat… i rather live wif  dry long fringe rather than a dog bitten looking fringe…

my face turned quite black… can c her trying her best 2 rectify it.. by putting lots of hair cream on my fringe so tat it doesnt look so dry.. mayb out of her effort 2 rectify, she gave me a small plastic bag of treatment conditioner n ask me use it on e fringe for one wk…

i nv realise it was this C-U-I cos yest e whole fringe was covered wif cream.. its till tis morn when i came to work.. looked into e toilet mirror n UPSET!

auntie told me v straightforward my fringe makes me look like a KUKU.. which i can barely deny…

my sis said how come cut until like tat tis time..

so i can imagine how bad it is..

feeling damn upset now.. how 2 make e fringe grow back faster??

im loving this

went walking around wif my gers last nite in town… walked by e anna sui counter n took a look.. found a perfume tat i like other than e Blue Dolly which i like v much n fallen in love wif it.. e gers agreed tat its nice too…

Flight of Fancy (a fragrance quite close to Blue Dolly if you like Blue Dolly)

this is another one which i find not bad as well.. a little on e sweet side.. Anna Sui Rock Me!

actually im quite surprised 2 find tat there r pretty nice fragrances in Anna Sui after Blue Dolly.. because i have tried a few previously n din reali like e smell.. when e lady told us tat Flight of Fancy is their top seller, i had my doubts for that moment.. until i smelt it.. was tempted to get it.. but i have to say Anna Sui has a frigging expensive collection… like their packaging.. but dun tink their products r that gd other than their fragrances.. alt im tempted as well to get a few of their cosmetics for keeping.. they have too nice a packaging to resist.. but FRIGGING EXPENSIVE!

can consider e above two perfumes if u r looking for a new fragrance

becoming a lok kok ger..

been a verrrrrrry long time since i went on a shopping trip for clothes.. i cannot recall when’s e last time i had a major change of clothes 2 my wardrobe… mon-fri, kept repeating e same old clothes every wk.. everyday open e wardrobe finding myself at a total loss of wat 2 wear 2 work..

i feel tat im becoming a lok kok ger as days go by.. it upsets me a little when i c ger frens dolling themselves up so nicely but look at me im losing my touch…

i can only attribute tis 2 e current size i am in rite now.. absolutely no mood 2 buy clothes.. because watever tat i like, i can no longer juz don it on n feel tat it looks nice on me like last time.. i can only look for clothes tat will cover my fats.. tis is getting v depressing!!!!!!! can i stop being a glutton……. *SIGHZ*

jingle bells jingle bells jingle all e way..

so fast.. xmas is coming.. wondering if this yr will hav any festive mood.. it brought back memories where we used to countdown n hang ard on e streets till wee hrs spraying each other wif white foam n ribbons.. those days seemed so faraway… not sure if age is reali catching up or simply cos mentality has changed.. no longer like e feeling of having to squeeze in e crowd n stay on e streets juz to celebrate.. although i still do reminisce those happy times.. more contented in either staying at hm or celebrate in a chalet wif my loved ones nowadays..

wat does friendship mean to me…

how many frens have u made in ur life today?? how many did u manage 2 keep in e end?? how many u call them true r by ur side now?? r/s between ppl is fragile..

i made my fair share of frens fr childhood till now.. many i tot i can b close 2.. but ended up just drifted apart fr me.. worse,  i even got myself hurt by e things they have done… yet even so, i still find it sad tat i had to let go e frenship tat i once had wif them…

cant help but was troubled by all these tots once again when i went online today n saw frens whom i din tok 2 for a v v long time online.. but none of us made e initiative 2 chat wif each other… they became jus a member of my msn.. seems as though so..

i realise tat there r differences now tat everyone started working.. even e few frens where i used 2 tok 2 on e fone nearly everyday, e habit graudally ceased when u hav ur life surrounded wif work n bf… how long i haven been on e fone wif a fren.. where we cld tok abt anything for a few hrs… i reali missed those days where we wld call each other up even though we mite have juz seen each other an hr ago.. it seems now tat we seldom mit, e seldom we call.. its weird…

to sum up, those frens who hav stick thr wif me, im glad 2 have make it through a lot of things wif u guys.. even until now u hav not forsaken ur frenship wif me.. for tat, i truely appreciate… n i truely love u guys even though we hav our fair share of irritating each other to hell at times… hahahahahhahaha

one saying tat i’ve heard.. u doesnt need a lot of frens.. juz a few true ones hu r willing 2 stay by ur side is enough to c u thr ur life..

wat does frenship mean to me.. its a gift tat heaven above has bestowed upon me..

im in need of a nice long slp..

all e while i have been complaining abt tiredness… today, there are no words to describe e feeling i had.. its worse than feeling juz dead beat… i felt asleep during one talk.. could barely keep awake.. when i had to wake up, i just wish i can find a corner n cont my slp… izzit e accumulation of all e tiredness or becos im falling sick?? i passed it off as falling sick.. it did feel like tis way.. whole day, i felt listless.. sometimes i felt so cold in e room, thinking im abt 2 start a fever.. throat hurts.. neck is irritably pain… vision started to get a little dizzy at work.. i toyed wif e idea of seeing a doc rite aft work n taking mc e next day for a rest.. den i tink, what if tis is not e full blown of an impending sickness yet.. den kena black faced from her for taking another day mc when e full blown hit me.. work caught up.. there r a series of things to follow up tmr.. so i decided to juz hang on.. tis feeling will pass soon aft a nite’s slp, i hope…

watched fann n chris wedding on tv.. always like watching/attending weddings becos everything felt v blissful n nice… especially when e wedding of a close fren.. looking at a celebrity’s wedding, everything has to be in e limelight.. it felt like working as well.. strikes me tat most of them in tis line dun seem to mind e long hrs put in… they prob dun experience e kind of tiredness i am experiencing rite now.. attributed by e love they had for their job..

mood n body: terrible…

a nice long weekend

long weekend always passes by v fast.. this long weekend was packed quite full wif activities..

have to thanks dear BF having to wake up early for two consecutive days to accompany me with my activites..

1. he woke up early on sat morn for his soccer.. weather din do his soccer justice.. so he came back earlier than expected.. supposedly he was to pop back into bed aft his soccer practice..  aft some cajoling from me, he agreed 2 join me wif piggy sian’s bday celebration.. me being always e careless piggy, i totally forgot 2 bring out e present until we reached e bus interchange!! we had to detour back to take.. i noe e tired him wasnt feeling v great abt my carelessness.. sorry! worst still, we bumped into a cab driver hu was damn unreasonable..

taxi: which way u wan to go?

us: we dunno.. u juz go any way tats more convenient..

taxi: CANNOT DUNNO ONE (he’s getting agitated).. muz at least tell me which way u wan 2 go..

pauseeeeee…

us: erhm, go by plaza sing..

taxi: i noe plaza sing, but which way u wan to go? i muz ask one.. else ltr i go tis way, u all complain say y go tis way (n he rattles on in a v bad tempered way..) singaporeans r v unreasonable one.. so i muz ask which way u wan 2 go..

us: (getting v pissed wif him for scolding us out of nth!) if we dunno e way, how r we supposed 2 tell u??????

taxi: den u tell me cte or thomson.. u singaporeans (as if he’s not one himself lor.. tmd) everytime like tat one.. dun wan 2 say den ltr blame us.. u noe how hard it is to work as a taxi driver or not…

us: cte……

taxi: i dun like 2 pick up chinese or indians one.. cos they v unreasonable.. malay is e best… u nv drive a taxi b4.. so u dunno how hard it is 2 face such customers everyday.. (rattles on n on.. he’s a super bad tempered driver)

us: :/ (i was abt 2 retort him say can u juz shut up?)

aft a while he shut up cos he got no more response from us.. i dun dare 2 retort back cos i was afraid he wld throw us out of e taxi.. n we were already terribly late.. both of us were not in a v gd mood.. so i kept v quiet.. formulating in my head wat 2 do when getting off e cab.. i wanna say sth nasty back to him.. in e end, i decided suan le.. i will juz slam his door v v hard.. when reaching our destination, he said sth n looked into e mirror for our response.. both of us ignored him totally.. u blew ur temper at us for nth n yet u expected us 2 reply u?? fat hope! wat a damper to e start of e celebration.. lucky everything else went quite well n fun after meeting wif my jc piggies.. n there’s mj session aft tat!

2. becos of e mj session, all of us slept quite late.. so tat nite, i told dear BF its okie.. he cld slp on if he wan.. dun hav 2 acc me to pray to my mum e next morn.. cos it mean another early morn for him.. but as u noe, all women r fickle minded.. e next day when i woke up, i kept asking him over n over if he wanna come along.. until he gave up his slping 2 acc me there.. lolz!

so thanks dear BF for sacrificing ur slp for two days in a row.. i noe slp is precious 2 u.. haha..

tis whole long weekend is all abt mj.. i tink im getting v hooked to mj!!

tired tired tired

its getting more tiring to work with the ppl here.. ppl juz like to push things here n there, waiting for another person 2 pick up e work.. now tat i can say im not procrastinating myself.. im also doing my own procrastinating.. but at least i feel i try 2 complete e work given to me.. not like some whiny female col.. hu tink she is rite n tries to fight her case.. if it doesnt work, she starts to “dei” on guys… super BTH tis kind of ppl… n i hate it e most when she calls me at my desk n first sentence she asks is “how r u doing?”.. she has juz seen n tok 2 me in person perhaps 10mins ago?! dunno y.. tis kind of fake greeting fr her irritates e hell out of me..

n of cos not 2 say, looking at e tyrant in my com is also making me v tired…

everyday, im telling myself i needed a short break.. not just to go for a short tour… more of a recharge break.. but… none of e timing seems rite… money also plays an impt role in life… *sighz*

symbolic day

the date 09 09 09 is coming to an end… its my fav date because to me, it symbolises 长长久久.. a date that will only happen in this lifetime..

to some, dates r just dates.. no pt in finding meaning in the dates… because a date comes n goes in life.. they forgot the fact that once u hav set sth meaningful in this date, it became valuable.. in the heart at least…

much regrets that there is nth special being done today to rem this date by.. so happened that it falls on a workday n nth much can be done as well.. but i still wanna congrats those out there hu have gotten married on this day

girls’ talk

has quite a nice short dinner at NS yesterday wif e gers.. it was an impromptu gathering arranged by zhen.. surprised that everyone cld make it n turned up… was kinda looking forward 2 it after a long day of tiring work… i rushed off on e dot to make it for e gym.. due to rushed time, i only had a little time 2 pamper myself in e steam room instead of gg 4 e workout.. aft so long being a member, it was until recently den i noe there is steam room n sauna facilities.. silly me!! in e end nv fully utilise my membership properly..

rong n yun r two ambitious women who wan their dinner wif e possibility of ice cream ltr on.. so i suggested sharing set dinners in order not to b too full.. cld c yun trying her best 2 save a space for ice cream.. u can guess e thereafter.. everyone was too full 2 move on 2 ice cream ltr.. lolz…

i like it when there’s time for a small mit up after a workday, juz sitting around 2 chit chat wif frens.. alt its short, it does help to freshen up the mood a little.. too bad we cant have e luxury to laze ard whole day at a cafe to talk and ppl watch anymore..